May 22, 2005 11:40
I don't drink to get completely shit faced because I don't see the point in making yourself puke and then feeling like garbage the whole next day. Personally I think it's a huge waste of money and isn't good for anyone. I do drink a little though..lol...only a little.
I don't do drugs because of the same reasons. Why spend that much money on something that isn't going to help you advance in this world at all. Not to mention you look like a fucking idiot.
I don't hook up with random guys for one night stands because I think that being with someone should mean something rather then be a stupid one off. I think that it makes you look stupid and you will end up not respecting guys or yourself.
I work hard for my money because I know that I need it. I earn what I have and I don't take the easy way out to get it either. I work.
I don't waste my days. I make them productive. I always do something in a day that will make my life just a little easier.
I'm not as happy as everyone thinks. Just because I have a positive attitude doesn't mean that I don't hurt and I don't cry and I don't care. I do.
I don't have time for Bullshit. I think that that was a huge step to realize it but there is so much of it you have to ignore it. Don't let it affect you...it's a waste of your fucking time.
I don't go out everynight because I don't want to not because of anyone else. I can't afford to waste all my money.
I wear what I want to wear and while I appreciate others opinions I still don't care. If its a valid person then yes I do care... but if not...don't waste your breath
I am a very scattered thinker. My mind changes on a day to day basis and I may seem like I flighty which I am...but thats just the way I think. If I feel one way and then another don't take it personally.I just thought about the situation thats all.
I'm not perfect. I try to please people... but I can't always do it. So if it's not your day then just remember that it was yesturday.
I love my friends. They are everything to me. There are very few that I consider my real friends. The ones who stick beside me no matter what. The ones who I can laugh with about everything.
Theatre is my life and I will work until I can't to make it.
I'm me. If you don't like it then don't look.
I'm done having my little rant now. Feeling a lot better. I'll write more later.
me.