sea-cup
I am in bed. Trying to sleep. I can't though. I will though in a couple minutes. And no, I don't know who posted that last comment...so tell me. Thank you. Grazie. I am getting ready to start working out with my personal trainer starting tomorrow. He knows it all and I need someone like that. ADAM. Yessssssssss. It's going to be awesome. I hope LAUREN takes part in it and gets over not wanting to work out with me or people. Also I have decided that when we have BrodyDean meetings we will be doing 30 minutes of yoga or pilates before each meaning for 3 reasons. 1) Because it will relax us and get us focused. B) Because it is good exercise. and 3)....annnnd because it will be fun. So we better be consistent about it.
I am so motivated to flipping get my life started in so many ways but they just aren't feasible yet and its sooo frustrating because I feel like I am so limited and I shouldn't be. I have a vision, I have the motivation, I have the talent, I have the drive, I just dont have the means or connections yet. SO WTF. But I trust God will work it all out, its just annoying because I feel like I'm already 21 and I should be doing great things. I will be, no doubt, I just want to do it now. Kimmie and Lauren should be thankful that they are getting started at such a young age and just keep truckin even when it gets tough and stressful and everyone tells you its no possible to do what you want to do. I love you guys.
Should I go to London? Or should I not? That is the question. There is no doubt about it that I really want to go...have the experience, learn great things that will benefit me in my career and life, meet new people, have fun, explore, travel, etc. But then all I can think about is what I'm leaving behind and that saddens me. But it's like, if I stay, I KNOW it wouldn't be possible to solely work on BrodyDean even though it takes "full-time" to get things like this rolling. And I feel like I would be missing out on an experience at Central Saint Martins. Poo. Another thing is I want Adam's band to start moving along...for their sake. I feel bad for them because they are all so talented and the same goes for my brother, I can't stand hearing their music just knowing that everyone else in the world doesn't get to hear it because if they did they would fall in love with it!!! Heck I even fell for the bass player, heh.
Lauren wants and needs a boyfriend so we will start searching for a guy that I approve of. Someone who won't cheat, play games, change her name to Bud, and who will treat her so awesome and the way they would in turn like to be treated. And someone who I think is funny because funny is important. And someone ticklish cuz its fun to tickle people. ok I wrote this really fast but I need to go to bed.
dEAR Lord,
I pray for my mom, dad, brian, kim, lauren/lowren, jonny, Adam <3, kimmie, grandparents, laurel, holly, friends, people, iraq, me, sinuses, backs, colds, peoples dreams that they are sweet, i also pray that we can fly one day, i pray that i can get married before im too old, i pray for real estate, i pray for marijuana and people who do it, i pray for animals and tigers and caraboo who are sick, i pray for disney, and president bush, i pray for my future kids, for hillary, my toenails, neeraj, mary kate and ashley, peoples skin, starbucks, allergies, and I pray for love. Amen.
I love you. Goodnight.
I am so motivated to flipping get my life started in so many ways but they just aren't feasible yet and its sooo frustrating because I feel like I am so limited and I shouldn't be. I have a vision, I have the motivation, I have the talent, I have the drive, I just dont have the means or connections yet. SO WTF. But I trust God will work it all out, its just annoying because I feel like I'm already 21 and I should be doing great things. I will be, no doubt, I just want to do it now. Kimmie and Lauren should be thankful that they are getting started at such a young age and just keep truckin even when it gets tough and stressful and everyone tells you its no possible to do what you want to do. I love you guys.
Should I go to London? Or should I not? That is the question. There is no doubt about it that I really want to go...have the experience, learn great things that will benefit me in my career and life, meet new people, have fun, explore, travel, etc. But then all I can think about is what I'm leaving behind and that saddens me. But it's like, if I stay, I KNOW it wouldn't be possible to solely work on BrodyDean even though it takes "full-time" to get things like this rolling. And I feel like I would be missing out on an experience at Central Saint Martins. Poo. Another thing is I want Adam's band to start moving along...for their sake. I feel bad for them because they are all so talented and the same goes for my brother, I can't stand hearing their music just knowing that everyone else in the world doesn't get to hear it because if they did they would fall in love with it!!! Heck I even fell for the bass player, heh.
Lauren wants and needs a boyfriend so we will start searching for a guy that I approve of. Someone who won't cheat, play games, change her name to Bud, and who will treat her so awesome and the way they would in turn like to be treated. And someone who I think is funny because funny is important. And someone ticklish cuz its fun to tickle people. ok I wrote this really fast but I need to go to bed.
dEAR Lord,
I pray for my mom, dad, brian, kim, lauren/lowren, jonny, Adam <3, kimmie, grandparents, laurel, holly, friends, people, iraq, me, sinuses, backs, colds, peoples dreams that they are sweet, i also pray that we can fly one day, i pray that i can get married before im too old, i pray for real estate, i pray for marijuana and people who do it, i pray for animals and tigers and caraboo who are sick, i pray for disney, and president bush, i pray for my future kids, for hillary, my toenails, neeraj, mary kate and ashley, peoples skin, starbucks, allergies, and I pray for love. Amen.
I love you. Goodnight.