Lunar New Year Day 1
I just realised that i have not entered an entry for more than a month... looks like i REALLY use this place to vent my frustrations and sorrows... kinda say... was thinking today... who are my friends....
every year for a few years now, i will sms my friends when i am bored during visitng. today, my friends are overseas so i cant sms them, i still got a few friends in singapore and i did sms them. but different from the usual kakis that i sms to.
anyway... many things have happened after the last entry. I successfully stage my plays and got pretty god reviews from the audience. one comment that REALLY made my smile is my Rosie's mum. she said that she could hear my every words clearly and Reb defended me by saying that is coz i work the hardest to perfect my diction. It really makes me look back at how i have improved. before, i would keep quiet in front of the rest and only speak when i am reading a script. really thanks to all those who helped me, esp SP and reb... they really made me speak proper diction. before, i will always just say i have a lazy tongue and leave it at that. now i am more confident and willing to share my views. I am not saying that i am perfect now, i still lapse now and then but at least i am making the effort to pronounce properly and make sure people understand me.
in work, i am really happy now, i nopw have the extra brust of energy to do stuff. to prepare more resources to help the weaker ones and also invent lots of games.
in my love life, it is still a dismal situation but it is ok. I will survive. no sweat.
today is the first day of the lunar new year, wish i could play mahjong but the adults claim that they have the right to play and ask us 'kids' to give way. well... thet play $1 $2, not really my playing field. as usual as i guess all other families, i had to fend off questions about my singlehood and marriage status. it doesn't help that my cousin who is the same age as me is married and has a almost 3 year old son running around the house. so i hid in the room and only came out to get drinks. otherwise i stayed in the room playing with my niece and nephew.
ang pao collection is also dismal.. but it is ok. i am thinking, i turn the big 3-0 by the time the next CNY rolls around. maybe this time, i will ask my mum to collect my ang pao for me. i will take a trip somewhere to relax.
my fren was reading my fortune to me the other day. it is by a very powerful feng shui master in Hong Kong. It says that i will either change jobs or go and study this year. (quite true, am planning it... so does it mean that she will say yes if i go ask her?) and also that I will move house this year (i was ALSO thinking about it, i mean i turn 30 and still staying at home, i know a lot of guys still do but i do want to see how it is like to live out.. so will it happen?)
on the bad side, since i am a cold snake, i will face tragic disaster in the lunar months of april and august. in order to avoid that, i can either donate blood, clean my teeth or get my blood tested in those months to avoid bloodshed. hard to believe but better just do it in case. so guys, remind me ok? i am so forgetful.
ok... back to my colouring....
every year for a few years now, i will sms my friends when i am bored during visitng. today, my friends are overseas so i cant sms them, i still got a few friends in singapore and i did sms them. but different from the usual kakis that i sms to.
anyway... many things have happened after the last entry. I successfully stage my plays and got pretty god reviews from the audience. one comment that REALLY made my smile is my Rosie's mum. she said that she could hear my every words clearly and Reb defended me by saying that is coz i work the hardest to perfect my diction. It really makes me look back at how i have improved. before, i would keep quiet in front of the rest and only speak when i am reading a script. really thanks to all those who helped me, esp SP and reb... they really made me speak proper diction. before, i will always just say i have a lazy tongue and leave it at that. now i am more confident and willing to share my views. I am not saying that i am perfect now, i still lapse now and then but at least i am making the effort to pronounce properly and make sure people understand me.
in work, i am really happy now, i nopw have the extra brust of energy to do stuff. to prepare more resources to help the weaker ones and also invent lots of games.
in my love life, it is still a dismal situation but it is ok. I will survive. no sweat.
today is the first day of the lunar new year, wish i could play mahjong but the adults claim that they have the right to play and ask us 'kids' to give way. well... thet play $1 $2, not really my playing field. as usual as i guess all other families, i had to fend off questions about my singlehood and marriage status. it doesn't help that my cousin who is the same age as me is married and has a almost 3 year old son running around the house. so i hid in the room and only came out to get drinks. otherwise i stayed in the room playing with my niece and nephew.
ang pao collection is also dismal.. but it is ok. i am thinking, i turn the big 3-0 by the time the next CNY rolls around. maybe this time, i will ask my mum to collect my ang pao for me. i will take a trip somewhere to relax.
my fren was reading my fortune to me the other day. it is by a very powerful feng shui master in Hong Kong. It says that i will either change jobs or go and study this year. (quite true, am planning it... so does it mean that she will say yes if i go ask her?) and also that I will move house this year (i was ALSO thinking about it, i mean i turn 30 and still staying at home, i know a lot of guys still do but i do want to see how it is like to live out.. so will it happen?)
on the bad side, since i am a cold snake, i will face tragic disaster in the lunar months of april and august. in order to avoid that, i can either donate blood, clean my teeth or get my blood tested in those months to avoid bloodshed. hard to believe but better just do it in case. so guys, remind me ok? i am so forgetful.
ok... back to my colouring....