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I'm sorry. I'm sorry for getting involved. I'm sorry for opening my stupid mouth. I'm sorry for being an idiot. I'm sorry that i always screw things up.
I just try to help. I never mean to do these things. I only want things to work out for everyone. I guess i'm a control freak or something. i try to make everything work out for eveything, and i try to control it. but that's not right.
I get involved in other people's lives, when really i need to just stay out of it. I do things without thinking about what I'm doing, and then afterwards i realize that i shouldnt have done it. but afterwards is too late. afterwards is when it has already affected someone. They are already hurt by my actions, and there's no turning back. Just stay out of it, Leslie. Just keep to yourself god damnit.
Life is stupid. Maybe not life itself, but the whole going through it. Everything that happens. People make big deals out of little tihngs that they won't even remember in a year. Why do we dwell on things? Why do we want what we cant have? Is it all just in our heads, or is there a reason? God. I'm so sick of everything.
So next time i screw something up, remember i didn't mean to. Just don't trust me with anything. Cause i am obviously a horrible person to trust. God.
I'm so stupid.
I just try to help. I never mean to do these things. I only want things to work out for everyone. I guess i'm a control freak or something. i try to make everything work out for eveything, and i try to control it. but that's not right.
I get involved in other people's lives, when really i need to just stay out of it. I do things without thinking about what I'm doing, and then afterwards i realize that i shouldnt have done it. but afterwards is too late. afterwards is when it has already affected someone. They are already hurt by my actions, and there's no turning back. Just stay out of it, Leslie. Just keep to yourself god damnit.
Life is stupid. Maybe not life itself, but the whole going through it. Everything that happens. People make big deals out of little tihngs that they won't even remember in a year. Why do we dwell on things? Why do we want what we cant have? Is it all just in our heads, or is there a reason? God. I'm so sick of everything.
So next time i screw something up, remember i didn't mean to. Just don't trust me with anything. Cause i am obviously a horrible person to trust. God.
I'm so stupid.