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Yesterday was the 15th year anniversary of Kurt Cobain's death. If that doesn't seem weird and surreal, I don't know what does.
Yesterday was a bit surreal in that there was snow on the ground yet it felt rather warm out.
I'm signed up to work at the park again, which is dependent on whether or not they're scheduling the same as last year and I can work after library work.
I'm feeling impatient with things in general and I'm considering giving myself a timetable before doing something extreme and different with my life. I think I should travel and do a photo blog or make those photo-paintings or something. I kind of want a cheap, used dSLR camera. I think I want to travel. Or maybe volunteer for something national and useful. Somehow do something worthwhile either way. I haven't figured out what yet, but I think I've been reading too much of people who made a choice to do what they really want to do and worry less about the old appropriate standby.
Since the old appropriate standby seems in a serious state of flux right now anyway. Working until you're 65 and living in retirement doesn't really seem accountable or even possible at the moment.
Yesterday was a bit surreal in that there was snow on the ground yet it felt rather warm out.
I'm signed up to work at the park again, which is dependent on whether or not they're scheduling the same as last year and I can work after library work.
I'm feeling impatient with things in general and I'm considering giving myself a timetable before doing something extreme and different with my life. I think I should travel and do a photo blog or make those photo-paintings or something. I kind of want a cheap, used dSLR camera. I think I want to travel. Or maybe volunteer for something national and useful. Somehow do something worthwhile either way. I haven't figured out what yet, but I think I've been reading too much of people who made a choice to do what they really want to do and worry less about the old appropriate standby.
Since the old appropriate standby seems in a serious state of flux right now anyway. Working until you're 65 and living in retirement doesn't really seem accountable or even possible at the moment.