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Hi.
What should I do today? I would like to go back to bed and sleep the entire day away. I know, however, I would regret that and be pissed off at myself. I also know that I don't have anything to do and I'm back in the depression pit again. Sigh.
***The following paragraph falls under the caption of Emo Shit***
Nothing happened at work or in my therapy session. I did talk with the therapist about PSV and how I don't know the proper way to deal with her. She told me what I already know, deal with your own shit and leave PSV out of it. But PSV is invasive and tries to tell me what to do. I hate that. I *can* take advice but "don't say do this because I did it and look how good I am". Right. She is not what she claims to be. I see it in her Facebook posts, I hear it in her voice and I see it in her actions. She tells me I should get married as her life is so wonderful with her husband... yet, on Facebook, she posts that she is "in a relationship and its complicated". WTF does that mean?? It means, I shouldn't give a shit. I'm not going to bite at that kind of thing anymore. I think that is what she wants - drama. I hate drama. I like BORING. Mom wanted drama and adventure and look what it got her - dead. No. Not dealing with the bullshit.
***End Transmission of Emo Shit***
Anyway, am going to wash myself and my hair and lounge the day away.
Oo! Just saw on Google that today is Charles Addams' birthday. :D YAY!
Yesterday, I finished a sock. I'm a bit crocheted out so I may not work on that this weekend. I think my hands/fingers need a break. It's really pretty, though. I'll get photos when I make the second. :)
As many of you know, I like to do varieties of art. I recently thought about doing some linoleum block printing. It's similar to rubber stamping except you have to carve your own designs into the block and then print it. I loved doing that as a kid. So I ordered some stuff from DickBlick.com and have been playing with that. I did a carving of a fox's face with a couple of varying borders - in one a fox chases a rabbit. It's cute. I need to scan that in. :) I am doing one now of the Celtic Tree of Life (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tree_of_life). It has a knotwork border, a couple of acorns and the tree. It's coming along really well. It will also make excellent cards! A tree is a prominent feature in many religions and will be great for birthdays and greetings for people of various faiths. :) I just need a greeting to stamp inside. I'll probably just go with something like "Blessings". Just generic that I can work into whatever I'm sending the card about. Yes, I will have photos of this, too. :)
What should I do today? I would like to go back to bed and sleep the entire day away. I know, however, I would regret that and be pissed off at myself. I also know that I don't have anything to do and I'm back in the depression pit again. Sigh.
***The following paragraph falls under the caption of Emo Shit***
Nothing happened at work or in my therapy session. I did talk with the therapist about PSV and how I don't know the proper way to deal with her. She told me what I already know, deal with your own shit and leave PSV out of it. But PSV is invasive and tries to tell me what to do. I hate that. I *can* take advice but "don't say do this because I did it and look how good I am". Right. She is not what she claims to be. I see it in her Facebook posts, I hear it in her voice and I see it in her actions. She tells me I should get married as her life is so wonderful with her husband... yet, on Facebook, she posts that she is "in a relationship and its complicated". WTF does that mean?? It means, I shouldn't give a shit. I'm not going to bite at that kind of thing anymore. I think that is what she wants - drama. I hate drama. I like BORING. Mom wanted drama and adventure and look what it got her - dead. No. Not dealing with the bullshit.
***End Transmission of Emo Shit***
Anyway, am going to wash myself and my hair and lounge the day away.
Oo! Just saw on Google that today is Charles Addams' birthday. :D YAY!
Yesterday, I finished a sock. I'm a bit crocheted out so I may not work on that this weekend. I think my hands/fingers need a break. It's really pretty, though. I'll get photos when I make the second. :)
As many of you know, I like to do varieties of art. I recently thought about doing some linoleum block printing. It's similar to rubber stamping except you have to carve your own designs into the block and then print it. I loved doing that as a kid. So I ordered some stuff from DickBlick.com and have been playing with that. I did a carving of a fox's face with a couple of varying borders - in one a fox chases a rabbit. It's cute. I need to scan that in. :) I am doing one now of the Celtic Tree of Life (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tree_of_life). It has a knotwork border, a couple of acorns and the tree. It's coming along really well. It will also make excellent cards! A tree is a prominent feature in many religions and will be great for birthdays and greetings for people of various faiths. :) I just need a greeting to stamp inside. I'll probably just go with something like "Blessings". Just generic that I can work into whatever I'm sending the card about. Yes, I will have photos of this, too. :)