I miss Richard.
Its pretty pathetic considering I see him everyday,
but now that I can't see him, I miss him.

I got asked again if we were dating, by people who KNOW he's gay.
I laughed. Really hard.
Really truly honestly, is it that hard to believe two people can be joined at the hip and NOT be dating?

The one person I want to talk to is avoiding all contact with me.

I have no idea what I did wrong.

I need to get out of this funk I'm in.

I hate winters like this.

:/

Throw away something you love.

I am throwing away Ryan Minks and I've never felt more relieved.

I just found out that the book Rant is the first part of a trilogy by Chuck Palahniuk.
This is so incredibly pleasing, I could burst.

I am in love with this man. Too bad he doesn't have a thing for women.

Any boy who is straight and anything close to being as phenomenal, is going to be my husband.
Seriously.

ryan is in love with his girlfriend
he says she's the love of his life
and they are getting married

before i was numb after hearing they are getting married
now, its hit me

i can't do this
not again

fuck. me.

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can't wait for saturday night

all mine <3

1. List your top five favorite musical artists.
2. List your top five favorite songs from each artist.
3. Tag five people to do the same.

tegan and sara
- call it off
- soil soil
- the con
- i know i know i know
- take me anywhere

say anything
- walk through hell
- total revenge
- goodbye young tutor, you've now outgrown me
- about falling
- metal now

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unless your really into colorguard, just start this at two minutes.
and unless your brain dead, you will be amazed.

the last 50 seconds are flawless.