Do I ever cross your mind anytime?
Last night I fell asleep around 12:30 and slept into like 12 noon. Damn I love sleep... Anywayz, I had a really strange dream. It was about my grandpa. He died when I was in 3rd grade, and I can still remember it like it was yesterday. It was the worst thing ever, and it might be why I deveoloped such a shitty outlook on everything. Back to my dream... I was in my grandparent's garage with my grandpa (which is ironic in a creepy way, but I don't wanna go into details), and someone else, maybe my dad. My grandpa was pointing to something on the ground and talking to me about something. And all of a sudden, it clicked in my mind that I was dreaming, and I just started crying. I kept thinking that it was just a dream, then I wondered if I was going to wake up. (Usually when I realize I'm dreaming I instantly wake-up) I didn't wake up right away, but I don't remember anything beyond that. I think it was a lucid dream... which is when you know that your dreaming and you can basically do whatever you want cuz you can control your dreams. That's never happend to me before, so it's pretty weird. I haven't dreamt about him in a really long time... I actually like dreaming about him cuz in a way I get to see him again.