A first for everything
I haven't done this for a very long time. I have allowed myself to magically disappear into the world of beautiful music. I feel melancholic, enthralled, enraged, saddened and accomplished all at the same time.
A couple of things have made me reflect on how I have been acting towards society and I realize that I am in fact an "asshat." It has occured to me that most people will not understand this myriad emotions that are going through me at this point. If that is true I pity you with all my essence, for it is one of the most strangely enjoyable experiences, not knowing which way is up and whether or not you deserve to know that answer.
I feel an immense love for nature right now, the kind of love that should only be felt for another person. There have been times when no one was there for me, despite the fact that these people have said that they were there for me, and I was able to turn to the one constant in my life, the world around me. The world is an everchanging ordered chaos that is both frightening an exhilirating thing and I think that people don't praise it as often as it should be.
I have other feelings.... but those don't have to be shared, because sometimes it is better to let your imagination run rampant with all the possibilites. Could I be angry, and if so who or what at? Or maybe I feel depressed, it's all possible because I am a human and I have the capability of invoking each and every one of these emotions at any one point in time. So, you tell me, what else is it that I am feeling??? If you can guess correctly I will award you with a gift of my choosing.
I have one more question for everyone that reads this: if you were a mythical creature which one would you be. This isn't what you would most like to be, but what you would likely to be. I'm stumped as to what I would be, perhaps some might call me an aspect of the Roman God Janus, two-faced and decitful. Who knows, at times I feel as if that is what I am but like my other question it is your choice to decide. So you tell me what you think you are and then tell me what you think I would be. Understood..... Excellent!!! With that in mind it is time for me to take my leave of you fair ladies and noble gents for I have an apponitment with the wonderful land of sleep.
A couple of things have made me reflect on how I have been acting towards society and I realize that I am in fact an "asshat." It has occured to me that most people will not understand this myriad emotions that are going through me at this point. If that is true I pity you with all my essence, for it is one of the most strangely enjoyable experiences, not knowing which way is up and whether or not you deserve to know that answer.
I feel an immense love for nature right now, the kind of love that should only be felt for another person. There have been times when no one was there for me, despite the fact that these people have said that they were there for me, and I was able to turn to the one constant in my life, the world around me. The world is an everchanging ordered chaos that is both frightening an exhilirating thing and I think that people don't praise it as often as it should be.
I have other feelings.... but those don't have to be shared, because sometimes it is better to let your imagination run rampant with all the possibilites. Could I be angry, and if so who or what at? Or maybe I feel depressed, it's all possible because I am a human and I have the capability of invoking each and every one of these emotions at any one point in time. So, you tell me, what else is it that I am feeling??? If you can guess correctly I will award you with a gift of my choosing.
I have one more question for everyone that reads this: if you were a mythical creature which one would you be. This isn't what you would most like to be, but what you would likely to be. I'm stumped as to what I would be, perhaps some might call me an aspect of the Roman God Janus, two-faced and decitful. Who knows, at times I feel as if that is what I am but like my other question it is your choice to decide. So you tell me what you think you are and then tell me what you think I would be. Understood..... Excellent!!! With that in mind it is time for me to take my leave of you fair ladies and noble gents for I have an apponitment with the wonderful land of sleep.