The turn of the new year has definitely brought in some stability for me. I spent new years with Meru here in my house while my parents were out. It was a lovely evening. I made fried eggs, toast and steak for dinner. We had creme caramel and Ferrero-Rocher for desert. We also had a House season 6 marathon. I spent the better part of new years day with a goosey-voice, trying to wake her up. When I finally woke her up, she pulled me into bed with her and we spent 10 minutes snuggling. I had the best blankets for snuggling.
Alex leaves for Sask next Wednesday. I've made it my goal to re-confess to Meru before the month is over. I really want a chance with her after 4 years, and now that she isn't seeing anyone, I wanna hurry up and talk to her before someone steals the opportunity away from me. I also wanna help her get over Alex. I know Meru still loves her, but they've been broken up for ages, and Alex is dating my ex now, and they're a great couple. I have been in-love with Meru for 4 years now. This is either gonna go somewhere, or it's going nowhere. I have to know which.
Finishing up with some Uni application stuff. Wish me a broken leg.