the end of sobriety

[ragingmonkey18]

i don't know what it is about this girl.
i look at her and i want to hurl.
she tells me one thing and feels another.
why the hell do i even bother?
if relationships were ment to be easy,
all of them would be really cheesy.
together, we've been through allot.
my love for you is more than a sex plot.
what can i do to make you understand?
all this time, i've been extending my hand.
that's not enough aparently,
thus, here ends my life of sobriety.