Playing the last minutes on repeat
I'm usually up for a fast paced life, but this is beyond me. The idea that I had been striving for, for the last couple of months just morphed and disappeared in less than 5 minutes. How does this happen? This was not planned. Fuck. How I hate such surprises.
This still remains my choice, but what do I chose? I risk and go for it? Or I play safe, and may be lose everything?
I've been running through all possibilities, and I'm slowly regaining sanity. I'll be okay. I just need to think. Thought is escaping me at 4am, but by the end of the week all shall be well.
This just shocked me. Basically the rug was pulled from beneath my feet and I hit my head on the wall, so I'm unconscious at the moment.
The walk I had earlier is helping. This can be done. I have healed enough for this, and I am still to heal more. All will be well. Plus change seems to be quite unexpected these days.
This still remains my choice, but what do I chose? I risk and go for it? Or I play safe, and may be lose everything?
I've been running through all possibilities, and I'm slowly regaining sanity. I'll be okay. I just need to think. Thought is escaping me at 4am, but by the end of the week all shall be well.
This just shocked me. Basically the rug was pulled from beneath my feet and I hit my head on the wall, so I'm unconscious at the moment.
The walk I had earlier is helping. This can be done. I have healed enough for this, and I am still to heal more. All will be well. Plus change seems to be quite unexpected these days.