Ben Dufour and Jesus
So, I came to three conclusions tonight. 1) I need to chill with Benny and Richie more often, 2) WOW, i was quite possibly one of the BIGGEST JESUS FREAKS IN THE WORLD!, and 3) my sister has zero faith in my ability to find a guy.
1) Ben Dufour came to Lafayette today. The three of us went to the zoo, watched two movies, played sims, beat up balls, beat up the gay Teletubby, beat up Bush, and had about 20 conversations that went too far. Apparently we had a lot to catch up on. "sex with jesus would be cool" - ben.
2) We went through Richie's trunk o' memories... i found all kinds of notes that i wrote him a long time ago. i wrote one that was entirely dedicated to telling him to let go and let god and how to do that. i also told him to read AT LEAST 5 scripture passages in a christmas card. and i wrote him a note that was so mushy and cheesy and jesusy at times that i cant think about it without blushing. I had forgotten how truly religious i once was. i'm not sure how to define the feelings i have with that. i know that my first instinct is to laugh. whether it's at who i was or who i am... or the difference between the two... i'm not sure....
(the other thing that the many letters to richie made me think of a conversation that i had with john about how the "openly loving" and borderline praising behavior that we exhibited everyday has affected my expectations and interactions with people who are in my life now. ..just a thought)
3) My sister just called me. "You've dated quiet guys before right?" "uhh... yeah.. kinda. why?" "I met the perfect guy for you." all she knows about him is that he doesn't talk much, is moderate in terms of political views, an engineer, 24 or 25, wicked smart, and rich. not to mention he lives in ATLANTA (to which she answered that he makes $120,000/year and can pay to fly to see me). wow. (sarcasm) i like how she uses less information than can be found on an online dating site to determine my compatability with another human being. i seriously laughed at her and told her i don't need her help.
this is at least the second, if not third guy that her and peter have deemed "great for me" in the last month. gee, thanks for the vote of confidence....
*sigh* she means well...
AIM is being dumb. it keeps kicking me off or blocking ppls im's to me.
make it stop
p.s. ..tomorrow. *anxiousnervoushopeful*
1) Ben Dufour came to Lafayette today. The three of us went to the zoo, watched two movies, played sims, beat up balls, beat up the gay Teletubby, beat up Bush, and had about 20 conversations that went too far. Apparently we had a lot to catch up on. "sex with jesus would be cool" - ben.
2) We went through Richie's trunk o' memories... i found all kinds of notes that i wrote him a long time ago. i wrote one that was entirely dedicated to telling him to let go and let god and how to do that. i also told him to read AT LEAST 5 scripture passages in a christmas card. and i wrote him a note that was so mushy and cheesy and jesusy at times that i cant think about it without blushing. I had forgotten how truly religious i once was. i'm not sure how to define the feelings i have with that. i know that my first instinct is to laugh. whether it's at who i was or who i am... or the difference between the two... i'm not sure....
(the other thing that the many letters to richie made me think of a conversation that i had with john about how the "openly loving" and borderline praising behavior that we exhibited everyday has affected my expectations and interactions with people who are in my life now. ..just a thought)
3) My sister just called me. "You've dated quiet guys before right?" "uhh... yeah.. kinda. why?" "I met the perfect guy for you." all she knows about him is that he doesn't talk much, is moderate in terms of political views, an engineer, 24 or 25, wicked smart, and rich. not to mention he lives in ATLANTA (to which she answered that he makes $120,000/year and can pay to fly to see me). wow. (sarcasm) i like how she uses less information than can be found on an online dating site to determine my compatability with another human being. i seriously laughed at her and told her i don't need her help.
this is at least the second, if not third guy that her and peter have deemed "great for me" in the last month. gee, thanks for the vote of confidence....
*sigh* she means well...
AIM is being dumb. it keeps kicking me off or blocking ppls im's to me.
make it stop
p.s. ..tomorrow. *anxiousnervoushopeful*