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so today was boring. i'm only updating b/c i have nothing better to do. i'm just wasting time until i have to go clean up the basement. grar its kold and nasty down therre. and yes, id id mean to put two Rs in "therre". it's "thurr" not "there". yes. i'm v. gangsta. yo yo yo homey k in da hizowse!
*ahem*
so as i was saying, today was boring. i woke up. then i got ready for school. then i went to school. then i came home. then i went upstairs. then i got on the computer.
yay. story of my life, yo.
i've decided that after august, i'm not going to take riding lessons any more. it's kinda sad to think that i'm actually going to stop, and i'm really giving up horseback riding, but i think it's for the best. i haven't ridden in about 3 or 4 weeks, and yet i don't feel too horrible about it. i'm not hoping wishing praying to go riding. when my dad said something about moving out to the country and there'd be room for me to have a horse, i just kinda cringed and thought how cool that would be if i were, like, 12. but no matter what anyway else says, i just don't think i could really truly do anything with horses. i'm just too big/tall to be a good trainer. i'm not strong enough, physically or mentally, to run a stable. there's no way in hell that i'm going to be a vet or a farrier. i don't believe in horse racing. i'm not the right build to do pretty much anything w/ horses. my last hope might be to become a mounted police person, but i don't really know if i'd want to go into law enforcement. though actually that might be kinda kool. i could move to new york city and be one of the ppl that give directions to tourists and i could help out with riot control... but basically, that's it. that's my last chance. and that doesn't really seem like something i'd do, does it? lately i've been thinking more along the lines of writing or graphic design or something w/ comps and or the web. this is a very long paragraph.
i guess i'm just going to have to suck it up and get a job b/c i need money, especially since i need to save up a lot to get PSP9. *sigh* i don't know if i'm going to curl next year, either.
well, i suppose that's as good a place as any to end this depressing/sad/hopeless post.
Peace and love,
~~RaggedyAnndy~~
*ahem*
so as i was saying, today was boring. i woke up. then i got ready for school. then i went to school. then i came home. then i went upstairs. then i got on the computer.
yay. story of my life, yo.
i've decided that after august, i'm not going to take riding lessons any more. it's kinda sad to think that i'm actually going to stop, and i'm really giving up horseback riding, but i think it's for the best. i haven't ridden in about 3 or 4 weeks, and yet i don't feel too horrible about it. i'm not hoping wishing praying to go riding. when my dad said something about moving out to the country and there'd be room for me to have a horse, i just kinda cringed and thought how cool that would be if i were, like, 12. but no matter what anyway else says, i just don't think i could really truly do anything with horses. i'm just too big/tall to be a good trainer. i'm not strong enough, physically or mentally, to run a stable. there's no way in hell that i'm going to be a vet or a farrier. i don't believe in horse racing. i'm not the right build to do pretty much anything w/ horses. my last hope might be to become a mounted police person, but i don't really know if i'd want to go into law enforcement. though actually that might be kinda kool. i could move to new york city and be one of the ppl that give directions to tourists and i could help out with riot control... but basically, that's it. that's my last chance. and that doesn't really seem like something i'd do, does it? lately i've been thinking more along the lines of writing or graphic design or something w/ comps and or the web. this is a very long paragraph.
i guess i'm just going to have to suck it up and get a job b/c i need money, especially since i need to save up a lot to get PSP9. *sigh* i don't know if i'm going to curl next year, either.
well, i suppose that's as good a place as any to end this depressing/sad/hopeless post.
Peace and love,
~~RaggedyAnndy~~