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I keep having a really similar dream. not every night, but I've had it probably five times now within the past month. it's the type of dream where during it, you feel like it's completely real, and it's so good and so wonderful, it's exactly what you want. and then you wake up and for maybe two or three seconds you feel like you're still living it, and then your entire world comes crashing down after you realize that it's very, very fake. it's entirely depressing.
I read into things far too much. and I can't figure this one out. I can't tell if it's just my subconscious telling me that I just want what I can't have, and that I'm just upset by it and still think of it; or if it's my subconscious telling me that it's going to happen. each time I have this dream it's always a little bit different, and every time it gets a little bit better. honestly I think it might drive me absolutely insane. I wish I could just move on and close that tiny little chapter of my life, but my dreams won't let me.
it's so satisfying, and so comforting. if only I could live in this dream, or hold onto it a little bit longer.
I read into things far too much. and I can't figure this one out. I can't tell if it's just my subconscious telling me that I just want what I can't have, and that I'm just upset by it and still think of it; or if it's my subconscious telling me that it's going to happen. each time I have this dream it's always a little bit different, and every time it gets a little bit better. honestly I think it might drive me absolutely insane. I wish I could just move on and close that tiny little chapter of my life, but my dreams won't let me.
it's so satisfying, and so comforting. if only I could live in this dream, or hold onto it a little bit longer.