Head vs Heart
I think everyone struggles with your head and heart. Your head always telling you to do one thing and your heart telling you another. As I've gotten older I've found it easier to tell what exactly my head is telling me and what my heart is telling me. But this is the first time that I'm struggling with what my head is saying what my heart is saying and protecting my heart. I know I don't need to stress and worry about things that haven't happened yet but I feel the need to take preventative measures. I'm just struggling with not letting myself go not letting my emotions get the better of me like I always do. That's the thing, I should know better, I've been burtally hurt soooo many times in the past, toooo many times for me to even be in a situation like this. Not that I'm hurt yet but b/c of all the pain I've exprienced I feel like I shouldn't even be able to like someone every again. So now I feel like a dumbass letting myself like someone over again...
I guess I need to just take things as they come and take them for what they are, and stop looking into things so much and stop eating every sweet comment and action up. I HAVE to protect myself!
I guess I need to just take things as they come and take them for what they are, and stop looking into things so much and stop eating every sweet comment and action up. I HAVE to protect myself!