I want out off this sinking ship.
I don't think I've ever wanted to leave florida more then I do today. Not even when I found out that my supposed best friend spent that night at my ex's house partying it up. Which sent me into a balling frenzy. Its so negative here... I feel it every where I go. Work, home, anywhere. I feel the negativity crawling up my skin and into my good mood bringing me down even deeper.
Its dead end here. No one should be raised and continue to live in the commercialized "Happiest place on earth".
I've lived here for 20 years out of my 22 years of living. 1 year spent in puerto rico at age 4 the other spent in massachusetts at age 5. Both years without seeing my own mother, having been taken away from her. I've never lived anywhere else. Since I was 18 I've wanted to leave. I've been waiting for someone to wisk me away from this sinking sona of hell. Now realizing I can't just wait for prince charming to come and rescue me. I want to leave, I feel this place choking me and sinking me in deeper every day.
Florida, where old people go to die. How miserable is that...?
Its dead end here. No one should be raised and continue to live in the commercialized "Happiest place on earth".
I've lived here for 20 years out of my 22 years of living. 1 year spent in puerto rico at age 4 the other spent in massachusetts at age 5. Both years without seeing my own mother, having been taken away from her. I've never lived anywhere else. Since I was 18 I've wanted to leave. I've been waiting for someone to wisk me away from this sinking sona of hell. Now realizing I can't just wait for prince charming to come and rescue me. I want to leave, I feel this place choking me and sinking me in deeper every day.
Florida, where old people go to die. How miserable is that...?