Sep 12, 2005 23:38
So I am sitting here weighing my options. Do I attack everyone who has lied and kept secrets from me? Or do I do the adult thing and confront them. I thought you were my friend. I thought you loved me. How could you lie to me and keep this from me. You knew. You knew the whole time. That is why you called me a liar. You asked if I was sure. Hell yes I was sure. Why would I lie about that. Especailly to you.If it wasnt i wouldnt make a lie journey over 200 miles. What would I have to gain. I just dont understand. What did I do to you to make you hide this from me. To have you avoid me? You acted like you cared. Like you were concerned. You said you were here for me and then all of a sudden I dont exist.I dont know what to think. Tell me that I am jumping to conclusions and being irrational. That you have just been busy. Hell at this point tell me anything. Just dont lie!