Empty

[raerae420]

So that is it he is gone. He came to say good-bye and all that I could say was. "See ya" what the hell was I thinking why am I such a spaz. I can tell complete strangers that they are hot and that I want to keep them but I could not tell Gueido what I really wanted to say. I feel so empty. It is weird. I thought that it would hurt more than this! I

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[jump_or_die]

Well GOOD! Atleast you overestimated the pain you would feel. That's a positive thing, you know?

There's a point in my live journal where I said just what you said.
"I have given up on ever being happy with someone. I will do it alone. I guess I have no choice."

Only mine read, " I need to be cold for a bit, stand on my own two feet.... I hate it, but I'll just be by myself for a bit... until someone calls. No, I mean, I'll be without that other person for a while."

We all go through our stages like that. It must sound ridiculous coming from someone that's kind of seeing someone now, but I just know how you feel. Maybe there's cause behind you not doing something more when Gueido left. Maybe you weren't supposed to. Just be patient, my love.

And keep updating! I like it! (smile)

from Jompz

[anonymous]

Honey, something tells me that you haven't heard the last from this one... he'll be back, and he will find you.
*NOTE* I just tried to submit this, and it said "Please confirm you are a human below"... I almost had to laugh at it.