Sep 27, 2009 17:15
Things are getting worse. No chance now of this being amicable. One of the reasons I created this blog was to practice communicating in a way that could be absolutely honest and still absolutely public. What can I say, now, with integrity, in this very public forum?
Only this. I am through the looking glass. I don't know how I can be in this much pain and not be bleeding, not be physically broken open in some way. I still believe there is a shore on the other side of this ocean. But I'm thinking now the waters are much vaster, deeper and colder than I had imagined or wanted to believe.