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It's been quite a while since I've last typed my thoughts and problems.
Most nights I get home I'm too mentally exhausted to sit and unload. Mornings are just plain chaotic, getting ready,doing lunches, ironing the daily outfit, then running off to Mom's to spend about 1/2 hour or more with her before dashing to work.
I need to put myself in the right frame of mind. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. I can't get anything accomplished by being depressed, and I make those around me feel miserable. I don't want to be like my father. Ick. I avoid him and don't want to be avoided myself.
Exercise does wonders for the body and soul. Monday nights I am commited to a F.I.T. class at the YMCA (missed last one ...hee hee)So much for commitment..LMAO. Wednesday and Saturday are softball practices and beginning at the end of the month Friday night will be game night. Achem ....
prepaid.... wanna watch sometime?? I could use a good cheerleader... I'll make you pom poms...NOT.
I have a wonderful network of friends. Both old friends and newer friends. I am extremely grateful for them. I always have someone to talk to. Last Friday we had a banquet at the church I belong to. It was in honor of women, both friends and family. I had the privilege of speaking about my mom and I. She has made a tremendous impact upon my life. Some of my friends attended, it was an emotional, but nice night. It made me happy to know that they are there for me. Love 'em !
Most nights I get home I'm too mentally exhausted to sit and unload. Mornings are just plain chaotic, getting ready,doing lunches, ironing the daily outfit, then running off to Mom's to spend about 1/2 hour or more with her before dashing to work.
I need to put myself in the right frame of mind. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. I can't get anything accomplished by being depressed, and I make those around me feel miserable. I don't want to be like my father. Ick. I avoid him and don't want to be avoided myself.
Exercise does wonders for the body and soul. Monday nights I am commited to a F.I.T. class at the YMCA (missed last one ...hee hee)So much for commitment..LMAO. Wednesday and Saturday are softball practices and beginning at the end of the month Friday night will be game night. Achem ....
prepaid.... wanna watch sometime?? I could use a good cheerleader... I'll make you pom poms...NOT.
I have a wonderful network of friends. Both old friends and newer friends. I am extremely grateful for them. I always have someone to talk to. Last Friday we had a banquet at the church I belong to. It was in honor of women, both friends and family. I had the privilege of speaking about my mom and I. She has made a tremendous impact upon my life. Some of my friends attended, it was an emotional, but nice night. It made me happy to know that they are there for me. Love 'em !