~No time for romantic escape when your fluffy heart is ready for rape~
Not much job-wise, filled in a couple more application forms over the weekend and those have been handed in, so pretty much everything is crossed.
Been busting a gut (not literally!) on my exercise bike (that I got off my aunt...for free...bit ancient but works great!) for the pretty much the last fortnight.
Went up wolvo with mom and saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2, mom hadnt seen the first one and she was a bit dubious about it, but turns out she liked it loads! I thought it was great, mega funny, not sure about comparing it to the first one though cos I dont remember much from it apart from [i]"But why is the rum gone?"[/i] so I am thinking of getting PotC 1, another to add to my 'Most Wanted DVD list'. Mom prefers orlando bloom (NOOOO!) while I prefer Johnny Depp (of course!)
Going to Leeds thursday night, meeting some mateys for another G trib gig...so thats gonna be cool...I cor wait! Still not sure bout trip to matey's in London still because of job situation as mentioned already.
Been having a R+M dvd fest lately so yes, I'm feeling rather surreal at the mo, my God they are the funniest guys alive! I was pretty much brought up on their shows, along with Fawlty Towers and Blackadder...no wonder my mind and sense of humour is completely warped!
Annoyed at father, being a pain in the arse as per usual, he is really doing my head in at the moment, sometimes I need to get away from him before I explode, even if its only a hasty retreat to my room. I get the urge to shout and scream quite often now.
He hasnt even encouraged me to do anything with my life, Mom was the one who helped me with my GCSEs, choosing my A-levels, picking university and course, even the interview for the teacher training thing...all he's done is say 'well done' with a hint of enthusiasm when I passed my exams and got into Newman. He even moaned at me once saying 'Well why are you at uni if you dont know what you're doing'...sensitivity of a sledgehammer. I dont feel close to him at all, except when it comes to West Brom and Genesis. Mom's helped me every step of the way when he's done pretty much fuck all. He's stuck in a dead-end job and cant be arsed to do anything about it, which drives mom insane, plus with what happened with my nan...that messed his head up badly.
Sorry to be such a bore, I have no-one else to talk to...its like talking to a brick wall, I've had loads of these thoughts going round my head and needed to get them out. Dad couldnt give a shit if I said anything anyway and mom's heard it all before...I need to get out and do something before I go on holiday in 2 weeks, anything to stop me going insane!
To be honest, I dont feel sad or depressed or anything, I've just had loads of time to think bout things and getting everything into perspective and you know what? I actually feel very cheerful and happy that a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders by getting my thoughts out into the open.
Long post I know...sorry! On a lighter note, I shall now end with my quote of the week:
[i]"Plums are smart![/i]
Been busting a gut (not literally!) on my exercise bike (that I got off my aunt...for free...bit ancient but works great!) for the pretty much the last fortnight.
Went up wolvo with mom and saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2, mom hadnt seen the first one and she was a bit dubious about it, but turns out she liked it loads! I thought it was great, mega funny, not sure about comparing it to the first one though cos I dont remember much from it apart from [i]"But why is the rum gone?"[/i] so I am thinking of getting PotC 1, another to add to my 'Most Wanted DVD list'. Mom prefers orlando bloom (NOOOO!) while I prefer Johnny Depp (of course!)
Going to Leeds thursday night, meeting some mateys for another G trib gig...so thats gonna be cool...I cor wait! Still not sure bout trip to matey's in London still because of job situation as mentioned already.
Been having a R+M dvd fest lately so yes, I'm feeling rather surreal at the mo, my God they are the funniest guys alive! I was pretty much brought up on their shows, along with Fawlty Towers and Blackadder...no wonder my mind and sense of humour is completely warped!
Annoyed at father, being a pain in the arse as per usual, he is really doing my head in at the moment, sometimes I need to get away from him before I explode, even if its only a hasty retreat to my room. I get the urge to shout and scream quite often now.
He hasnt even encouraged me to do anything with my life, Mom was the one who helped me with my GCSEs, choosing my A-levels, picking university and course, even the interview for the teacher training thing...all he's done is say 'well done' with a hint of enthusiasm when I passed my exams and got into Newman. He even moaned at me once saying 'Well why are you at uni if you dont know what you're doing'...sensitivity of a sledgehammer. I dont feel close to him at all, except when it comes to West Brom and Genesis. Mom's helped me every step of the way when he's done pretty much fuck all. He's stuck in a dead-end job and cant be arsed to do anything about it, which drives mom insane, plus with what happened with my nan...that messed his head up badly.
Sorry to be such a bore, I have no-one else to talk to...its like talking to a brick wall, I've had loads of these thoughts going round my head and needed to get them out. Dad couldnt give a shit if I said anything anyway and mom's heard it all before...I need to get out and do something before I go on holiday in 2 weeks, anything to stop me going insane!
To be honest, I dont feel sad or depressed or anything, I've just had loads of time to think bout things and getting everything into perspective and you know what? I actually feel very cheerful and happy that a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders by getting my thoughts out into the open.
Long post I know...sorry! On a lighter note, I shall now end with my quote of the week:
[i]"Plums are smart![/i]