It has been quite a while since I've liked someone like this.
so comfortably.
I'm really glad that the last few months took me here,  because here, is a really nice place. 

things for me are going so well.
I am so happy with my friends, and my work, and my love life for the first time in what seems like a while.
So that's a bonus.
I do, though, have a friend I consider to be pretty close who is going through a tough time right now
and I was thinking about what to do to help him and I know that nothing can reach him like ( Read more... )

I should have noticed that I was falling too deep,
getting sucked in a little more with every grab and every press.
Looking back, I remember us, but I can't recall the rest,

and getting trapped in like that, wanting to get stuck
it's something I've regretted since I first realized I was there.
Feeling like there was nothing left but the fear of letting ( Read more... )

 I am sort of glad this happened,
since it's left me to believe
that really all I need is a sane strip of mind.

One sliver of sanity is all I really need
and my soul will never change,
no my soul won't ever change.

I am needlessly convincing myself that this wasn't a mistake,
it wouldn't really matter if it was.
mistakes happen and we reap what we sew.

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my alarm just went off ( Read more... )

I really need someone that will help me clean the cobwebs out of my mind, in the words of Missy Higgins.

It's just getting to be too much bad that I remember in there. I remember when the 2 years I just lived first started, I could hardly remember anything that happened before then, good or bad, and that's what I need now, someone to help me grow so ( Read more... )

tomorrow I am buying a new bed, and a new dresser set to match it. I'm pretty excited because 
A: I'm sure it will be comfortable.
B: there will be no trace of you left in my bed or in my room.

 I'm so excited to be doing something theatrical again.
oh theatre, did I mention I missed you?

 I am buying my daddy and I a fishing boat for his birthday.
YAYYYYY<3
I'm so excited! I cannot wait to be out on it.
SUNDAY IS A CHORUS LINE<3 ( Read more... )

 when wilt thou save the people?