today was ..... not too bad i guess

Aug 13, 2005 02:51

here goes:
B-slept threw
L-two links(meatless of course) which is 80 calories
one piece of toast which is 60 calories
=130 calories.
EXERCISE- Jogged 121 calories
D-sausage-130
hotdog bun-110
=240
EXERCISE- 300 crunches
50 sqwats
10 push ups

TOMARROW I am NOT going to eat dinner. Thats when I always fuck up. Dinner time. Im not even hungry most the time. I just want to eat. I hate that feeling.
My stereo broke today, and anyone who knows me well knows I love music. And my stereo. Its been there through alot of shit that Ive gone threw in my life, it was my first stereo and its lasted forever. Well when it broke i had like a brake down I started slamming it around and my mom came upstairs yelling at me why I was so angry all the time. Then the question came. You all know what one Im talking about- how much do you weigh? You havent been eating much latly! I think your just need to eat something. God. I mean she asked why I was so angry because yesturday I totally flipped out. My brother was really getting on my nerves and I threw like two chairs and slammed my door broken/shut then punched a dent in my garage door. My brother is 17 but in MY grade, 11th, and so pathetic. He barely makes it threw school and my mom totally favors him because hes such a bullshitting ass sucker. He tries to act all senstive to my mom and shit and she eats it all up. Anyways, hes not senstive hes convinced Im a slut because one of my guy friends joking around told him I did stuff with him and my idiot brother who makes shitty grades believed him. I hate my brother more than anything, no one understands. He even told some of my other guy friends I was a head monster. Can you believe that? My own flesh and blood. I resent him for so many reasons, he can flunk out of school and do nothing but sit on the computer all day and suck up air and eat and get fat and my mom loves him to death. I ask to go out and she gets all pissy. Anyways thats all besides the point. I even forget my point. Ok wow. Im done now. haha
OXOX stay strong girls.
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