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i haven't updated in an extreamly long time. and i guess it's becuase i've been bussy. i said i'd start doing this again in the new year.. you have no idea how much i enjoy keeping this up to date and then reading back and seeing what i did on each day. today i came home from michigan. i had an amazing time. this consudes my spring break.. alot has happened the last couple of months.. heck i'm in college now.. but alot of things have stayed the same- my love for steph devita.. but i find that as each day goes up i grow up alittle bit more and i'm proud of who i'm becomeing.
i went to michigan on thursday and truth be told kasey and i were having problems. i guess it's a long and complicated story that seems not to even matter anymore. right now it's as if we were given a new wind and i love him even more. i know me though and i know how i feel about him always changes but it is an indisputed fact that i do and always will love kasey king. even when i think i might be losing it he always pulls thought in the end. my plane landed in michigan on thursday night. kasey met me at the airport with a huge hug and a yellow duck- i haven't named him yet he;s too big to be another babby leo.. i met his friend ryan who we almost initally hit is off as friends. i can see why he and kasey get along so well.. kase mentioned the story a couple times so i might as well write it down so i can remember it.. but when i got off the plane i was crying becayse my ears hurt so much-- i'm not use to flying and when i finnally got to him i was all poutty and i asked him if he'd drive me back.. ofcouse the story sounds adorable when kasey tells it but the fact is that i was misserable and whinny and he did a pretty good job dealing with me. that night we went back to his dorm and got ready for dinner.. he showered.. i got dressed and we went with kasey';s two friends to a place called noodles in ann arbor. it was very good. i had some spicy noodle dish with chicken.. i enjoyed it very much and i must say that the company made the food almost taste even better becuase they made me feel confortable... and you know what to be honest.. i think it made me feel happy that kasey was there with them becuase they seemed like innocently enough fun loving caring people. you have no idea how special i felt that they had heard all about me. becuase to be honest kasey is absolutly horrable at being affectionat or showing it i should say while he;s away.. so just knowing that he does talk about be highly to his friends and then to meet them and them say that they know why we're able to hold it together becuase of who we are together.. i donlt kno what i'm getting at just that it's really rewarding. it shows he does think of me.. and now i'd like to think now that they know me they understand just how important we are to eachother..
after dinner there was a concert at some down town like bar club. and two bands played for the benifit of people with cancer.. it was actually pretty cool becuase most of kasey's friend are in the goup that organized it as well as kasey king himself. so it was nice to see something that kasey was actively involved in. but the band was fun.. going back to north campus not so much becuase it was so far away.. i think though when we did get back kasey turned on the play list that he made for me for valentines day becuase i wanted to listen to music that he liked cuase i felt i would learn more about him becuase to be honest he has changed alot.. and we feel asleep..
(friday) in the morning kasey had to wake up for class.. which was nice becuase i got to sleep for an extra couple of hours.. and then shower and read alittle.. he came back at about 12:30 and we got lunch in the caf.. after that we went back to his room and watched phone booth.,. kasey didn;t believe me that the entire setting took place ina phone booth.. but it did and he found that out.. the whole idea of the movie was so he would nap... which did eventually happen.. at night he took me out on the town.. we walked around on central campus and he showed me the huge lecture halls and then dyack( i know i spelled it wrong) and things like that that pretain to michigan and such.. we went to dinner and an interesting resturant to say the least.. first we waited for about 50min.. which was cool becuse it was time spent with kasey king.. we walked the streets of annarbor.. when it was finnally our turn-- what you do is you go up and pick your meat and veggies and then they stir fry the food for you.. it was very good.. i thurouly enjoyed it.. and then after that.. we even got desert.. and then afterwards i think we just went back to his dorm and watched a movie and to be honest i just passed out.. but i think the overall theme of this day was alot of kasey king.. which is always a good thing.. i really really enjoyed it.. i really really needed a day like that
saturday-- woke up and showered.. ordered i think jimmy johns but they never came.. so we went to the caf and met everyone for a late breakfast.. and it was nice.. and then we got changed really quick.. and caught a bus into town.. and walked around.. and saw libraries and buildings and the school basically.. which was very nicee.. and then afterward.. yost.. ahh yost.. i believe i should take a moment and think about how wonderful it was .. hehehe soo pretty.. and then the hockey house.. honestly though i'm done remembering for now.. i think i'm gonna go now and leave it at that.. the hockey house though.. and saturday was really just a progession becuase each day there just got better..
expect really today .. i didn;t sleep very well last night.. and to be honest.. it wasn;t so much a sad parting.. but rather it was just sad to relize the weekend was over.. it was a great weekend..
i went to michigan on thursday and truth be told kasey and i were having problems. i guess it's a long and complicated story that seems not to even matter anymore. right now it's as if we were given a new wind and i love him even more. i know me though and i know how i feel about him always changes but it is an indisputed fact that i do and always will love kasey king. even when i think i might be losing it he always pulls thought in the end. my plane landed in michigan on thursday night. kasey met me at the airport with a huge hug and a yellow duck- i haven't named him yet he;s too big to be another babby leo.. i met his friend ryan who we almost initally hit is off as friends. i can see why he and kasey get along so well.. kase mentioned the story a couple times so i might as well write it down so i can remember it.. but when i got off the plane i was crying becayse my ears hurt so much-- i'm not use to flying and when i finnally got to him i was all poutty and i asked him if he'd drive me back.. ofcouse the story sounds adorable when kasey tells it but the fact is that i was misserable and whinny and he did a pretty good job dealing with me. that night we went back to his dorm and got ready for dinner.. he showered.. i got dressed and we went with kasey';s two friends to a place called noodles in ann arbor. it was very good. i had some spicy noodle dish with chicken.. i enjoyed it very much and i must say that the company made the food almost taste even better becuase they made me feel confortable... and you know what to be honest.. i think it made me feel happy that kasey was there with them becuase they seemed like innocently enough fun loving caring people. you have no idea how special i felt that they had heard all about me. becuase to be honest kasey is absolutly horrable at being affectionat or showing it i should say while he;s away.. so just knowing that he does talk about be highly to his friends and then to meet them and them say that they know why we're able to hold it together becuase of who we are together.. i donlt kno what i'm getting at just that it's really rewarding. it shows he does think of me.. and now i'd like to think now that they know me they understand just how important we are to eachother..
after dinner there was a concert at some down town like bar club. and two bands played for the benifit of people with cancer.. it was actually pretty cool becuase most of kasey's friend are in the goup that organized it as well as kasey king himself. so it was nice to see something that kasey was actively involved in. but the band was fun.. going back to north campus not so much becuase it was so far away.. i think though when we did get back kasey turned on the play list that he made for me for valentines day becuase i wanted to listen to music that he liked cuase i felt i would learn more about him becuase to be honest he has changed alot.. and we feel asleep..
(friday) in the morning kasey had to wake up for class.. which was nice becuase i got to sleep for an extra couple of hours.. and then shower and read alittle.. he came back at about 12:30 and we got lunch in the caf.. after that we went back to his room and watched phone booth.,. kasey didn;t believe me that the entire setting took place ina phone booth.. but it did and he found that out.. the whole idea of the movie was so he would nap... which did eventually happen.. at night he took me out on the town.. we walked around on central campus and he showed me the huge lecture halls and then dyack( i know i spelled it wrong) and things like that that pretain to michigan and such.. we went to dinner and an interesting resturant to say the least.. first we waited for about 50min.. which was cool becuse it was time spent with kasey king.. we walked the streets of annarbor.. when it was finnally our turn-- what you do is you go up and pick your meat and veggies and then they stir fry the food for you.. it was very good.. i thurouly enjoyed it.. and then after that.. we even got desert.. and then afterwards i think we just went back to his dorm and watched a movie and to be honest i just passed out.. but i think the overall theme of this day was alot of kasey king.. which is always a good thing.. i really really enjoyed it.. i really really needed a day like that
saturday-- woke up and showered.. ordered i think jimmy johns but they never came.. so we went to the caf and met everyone for a late breakfast.. and it was nice.. and then we got changed really quick.. and caught a bus into town.. and walked around.. and saw libraries and buildings and the school basically.. which was very nicee.. and then afterward.. yost.. ahh yost.. i believe i should take a moment and think about how wonderful it was .. hehehe soo pretty.. and then the hockey house.. honestly though i'm done remembering for now.. i think i'm gonna go now and leave it at that.. the hockey house though.. and saturday was really just a progession becuase each day there just got better..
expect really today .. i didn;t sleep very well last night.. and to be honest.. it wasn;t so much a sad parting.. but rather it was just sad to relize the weekend was over.. it was a great weekend..