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i went on another bender where I drank a fifth a day for weeks. It ended dec 29th. Ive been dried out for 77 days now.
I keep getting violent painful shocks, mostly in my feet, but sometimes all over. It would seem to be neuropathy, related to my diabetes, but the diabetes has never been under better control. I take meds for it and every day my blood sugar tests at 100, more or less. It might be because i got a new warehouse job where im on my feet all night, and for awhile i was wearing shoes that were too tight, those things mightve fucked me up.
I told my bartender friend I passed out at ANOTHER BAR, NOT HERS, and they called 911 on me. She will not serve me anymore, even if I was drinking. I must be the first person in history who got 86d at a bar for something he did AT A DIFFERENT BAR. Personally I think thats not professional of her.
Gf is still around but i work weekends and nights so I barely see her. i took her out for a $300 dinner around our 8th anniversary this past January.