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1. I have diabetes. I havent tested my blood sugar in a long time because i couldnt draw enough blood, and the tester would only give me an error message. Finally, this past saturday i got a reading-my blood sugar was FUCKING 400.
If you dont know anything about this-average/good/normal is between 90 and 120. I looked up 400, and results were "you need to go to a fucking hospital."
I did not. I stopped eating sugar, i fasted for a night, the next day the reading was 290. Better, out of the emergency range, but still real fuckin bad. The lowest rating iv gotten so far was 210 today.
2. Because of all this ive started a new diet-no white sugar, no white flour or carbs. Like one tablespoon of sugar a day total. (for my my coffees.) No candy, cake, sugared cereal, or ice cream. Since i mostly cut sugar i drink less coffee too, like 2 cups a day.
I feel like total dogshit. I cant tell if its cause my blood sugar is so high, or im fucked up from the new lack of it.