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well. i thought that i would finally be given something to get excited about. a boy. i was allowed to get excited for a few days, and then he was gone. now he is back with her, what can you do? i should become accustomed to the fact that i am not meant to be happy. the sooner that i realize that i think that i will be a bit better off. i really miss him. he made me feel good about me.
crap.
crap.