new journal:
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new journal & i've added probably all that i'm going to add.
you can add me if you want to, though. because it's public.

fuckyou_forever

last night i slept over at melissa smiths with sheila, melissa, brett, joey, & greg ( Read more... )

last night at 5am i sneezed & it felt like a bomb exploding inside of my nose.
a once in a lifetime experiance, i'd say.
crossing white lines & exposing my weaknessesi didn't sleep last night so i don't feel to good right now ( Read more... )

things are being said & spread around.
& i don't appreciate it at all.

look at what you've done.

"what is he doing to her?
why is she crying?"

look at this mess you've made of my life.

( just for julie! )

I'm sick. wonderful.
time to go overdose on cough meds!
ughh.

OH! apparently i'm an "anorexic slut"
because jonathan doesn't like me anymore.
[which is okay b/c i never liked him in the first place.]
haha, & YOU make fun of shawn for acting like
he's 12. grow up, you fucking cockslap.

i need a job... & a really big hug.

when does all this fucking stop??
or atleast stop happening all at once.

everyone just step back & take a deep fucking breath.
i can't take it anymore.

when my dad wakes up and remembers last night i'm going to be in a world of trouble.
but it's okay, you're worth every second of it.
i miss you already.

oh, & napoleon dynamite night kicked everyones ass.

austin, we're all gonna miss you.
come back & visit soon.

ps: i love you jennifer dellerba!
♥ ♥ ♥

( edit: survey )

jen cut my hair last night!!
i♥you!
( photo's )

cut my wrists & black my eyes,
so i can fall asleep tonight.

( this year... )