"I will lie down and sleep in peace. For you alone, o Lord, make me dwell in safety."
Psalms 8
Anissa's daily devotion for me today (:
my march block tests results are terrible. i think i should not be so surprised if i'm the lone soul who scored a 4/25 for my econs essay because it was that badly done. i really think so. i feel like giving up on myself, but i can't because other people have yet to give up on me. but how can i keep holding on when i feel like i'm being squashed lower and lower the food chain each day in school? i feel so imcompetent, coming from tkg and going to tpjc which is already not the norm, and doing badly as well? what's happening to me? why am i losing everything that's important to me at this juncture in time?
idk i feel so lost in school you know, which is probably not the most awesome thing right now.
i need an escapade. actually, i think what i really need is someone who's concerned with my mental health lest i lose myself in this mess i call my life. and let's be realistic, i will never be able to get over a 8 month one-sided relationship in a week. i would like to acacius, i really would. but i can't. my willpower's almost gone.
thank you
xsimplelove . ily couzzie.