Jun 26, 2006 22:58
I love that you have a tickleish spot behind your ears. Nothing makes me feel more at home than your smell or the sound of the chains jingling on your collar. I love your big brown eyes and how you always know when I'm sad. I love the way you wag your tail every time I come home. I love the sound of your bark and how it's always made me feel safe. I love how you know if I'm talking to you or about you, just by the sound of my voice. I miss taking you for walks and playing hide and go seek with our brother. I miss my old bean bag and how you used to sleep on it every day until mom said it smelled too much like a dog and made me get rid of it. I forget what my life was like before you and I'm scared of coming home every day and not seeing your face. I'm scared of never hearing you walk up the stairs to my room again. I'm scared of losing my best friend and the one life that knows me better than any other. But I love you enough to let you go right now, knowing that you won't hurt anymore.