Worry & Achiness
I'm feeling much more settled than I was earlier today due to the horrific dreams I had lastnight. I hate when certain things creep in & poison my subconscious with all sorts of crazy bullshit I'm not even worried about in my waking life. I realized later in the day though, that I had also had a dream that my Grandpa died. The issue of his health is one thing that really does spill over from my waking life into my dreams. For the past couple of weeks, he's had a loss of appetite, which worries me & the rest of my family. That is never a good sign with the elderly, and I can only hope that it will pass & that his health will improve. I would be devastated if anything were to happen to him. :( Just thinking about it makes me want to cry.
I am sore tonight. My ovaries ache. I wonder if it's actual ovarian pain(which is common for me) or if I sprained myself in some bizarre place doing those new workout dvds. Ha...
O.k., I should try to get to bed & sleep off this horrible cold.
Goodnight.
--p.s.--
I am still attempting to avoid Kris(hippy/activist/pothead from MySpace). He left me a voicemail message the other night, but I have yet to check it. For some reason, I'm fully expecting one of the next one he leaves to be a full-scale flip-out. Oh, joy....
Of course, I could always just give in & call him.