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today is a day! i feel like being witty or swarmy or different somehow. i was talking about myself yesterday and who i think/suspect i am. which of course is still an utter mystery but i think ive got some things figured out. one is that, probably very importantly, i am easily swayed by my own opinion of myself. you know how you keep telling yourself that this thing doesnt matter, and no one really cares, so just get over it? i'm really really bad at that, mostly because i just don't believe my own lies. but sometimes i can trick my opinion of myself into forgetting that i care about things, which is really wonderful. i think today is going to be a day of talking to people- because, i live with millions of people and i never recognize the same person twice (unless intentionally) so, why not.
that's it!
that's it!