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so, i got into grad school. i am happy about it, but i dont think it has really sunk in yet. i think that i should be a lot more excited about it than i feel right now.
the past few months have been in a constant flux between terrible things and great things, but i feel flat. i cant cry, but i cant feel happy either, so i just am, i guess.
going to wisconsin in a few weeks will help me... i will come back on the 30th, tell myself to use the new year thing as a system restart
im doing things that i shouldnt but it feels good to do them... what does that mean???
the past few months have been in a constant flux between terrible things and great things, but i feel flat. i cant cry, but i cant feel happy either, so i just am, i guess.
going to wisconsin in a few weeks will help me... i will come back on the 30th, tell myself to use the new year thing as a system restart
im doing things that i shouldnt but it feels good to do them... what does that mean???