REAL.

Mar 07, 2010 03:47

REAL.

If it doesn't go away, is it really a crush?
Does it really exist? Category: love or lust?
If we haven't been intimate, then what am I addicted to?
What is intimacy? Why can't I get rid of you?
These are some questions that are often asked
and these are some feelings you provide that last
I can't recover weekly, or on a daily basis
4 Years strong and don't feel like I can escape this...

Does it matter that I know you love me more?
Does it matter that you feel it too?
Why is that the huge draw?
Why? Is that really insecure?
Why is all the baggage making me love you even more?
Why do I keep getting sucked in closer?
Is it because at the moment you have another...?

Yes, I'm a bit ashamed... but It might never go away
I knew I wanted you from the very first day.
When I laid my eyes upon you, they didn't stray.
Not even when my brain said, "run away!"
Emotions telling me to flee! You talked about your dude!
But I was EXTRA happy when you let me talk to you
I remember the first talk like it happened yesterday
It was the fastest time that I ever felt that way
And you may never know exactly how you make me feel
But I'll never let me tell myself that it isn't real
Because I know the deal,
This IS intense and as real as I'll ever feel
And if you can't commit to ever call me baby
Then I guess I'll be a lonely man- and you, a lonely lady
If only you could realize the poetical that WE hold
Then we could share each others lives and enjoy our lovely souls
And I swear before I die I want nothing more, than to be your mate
I just pray to heaven that this real emotion doesn't fade away...

Reprise:

I'd break away this second
If I knew my truth was false
If it became clear that all your love was lost
And somewhere on the path, I strayed a little far
Or forgot a moonless night to wish upon a star
That you do not feel exactly what is ours
Exactly what we kept for seasons over-long
I'll be the first admittance that I've never held your hand
But that's exactly why nobody understands-
It tells me much more to know that- our love is pure
Like a fountain of youth on a paradise shore
You make me feel young like I've felt once before
Or like I have wings and I can sore
But break away I must, If only I knew
That given the chance you wouldn't wanna say "I do"
Given the chance, you wouldn't want to love me too
And given the chance, you wouldn't want to see it through
Who knows,
All I know is I do.
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