Feb 03, 2010 09:22
You know those mornings where you wake up and you just feel soooo refreshed that you can literally BOUNCE out of bed and throw yourself into your day? I have that this morning. Right now Im sitting here with a big stupid smile on my face for God know what reason, sipping my beloved coffee, wondering whats wrong with me!
I never BOUNCE out of bed.
I don't even like the idea of it.
Nor the whole waking up of a morning thing for that matter.
I finally got the guts to make a proper dinner for myself last night. I'll be cooking him a meal this Friday which Im so pathetically domestically excited about, and thought I should probably test it out on myself first, before I poison the poor boy and myself at the same time. Fettuccine Boscaiola I made. I mean apart from the fact that the cream exploded all down the front of me, I think the whole making process went rather well. Now I know how to do it I can probably be a little cleaner about the whole making of it though. The end result I was really surprised with, it tasted fantastic, considering I made it from scratch, sauce and all! I mean, I have tasted better of course, but seriously. Wow. I was impressed with myself there! haha!
Im also still alive, which means that this Friday is a go ahead!! yaaay. :)
I find it funny that I get so excited about something like making him a dinner. I want to do more, but without being creepy, haha. If that makes sense. But I feel that this is all I can achieve for the time being. Little steps for Carina! Seeing everything like this is very new to me, feelings included, I think Im doing as well as I can. But theres always room for improvement in my books. Just got to find a way.
Goddamn I am loving this coffee.