sigh
So I have 2.5 options for New Year's Eve and neither seem like something I want to do/
The .5 option is Betsy's party.. but I haven't RSVPed and I am the oldest person on the facebook guest list... Of course there would be people that I want to see, but sadly I feel as if I am growing out of the college parties. Or maybe I'm afraid of finding out that I am no longer fun. And my sister is going and that is still wierd to me.
The option is going to Dave and Abby's. Checked the guest list today.. looks like a party made up of mostly married or serious couples. Again, people that I enjoy seeing... I don't know...
And lastly, I stay here in Zeeland and ring in the new year with my parents and my dog and possibly my grandma...
What I really want to do is skip over this celebration and not have to deal with it. I guess I am not in a festive mood as of late. I think my lack of social life is starting to get to me... its almost like I'm accepting that this is how my life is going to be... no friends my age, no dates, no going out on the weekends... I don't want it to be like that. But, I feel like I can't change it. I can blame the fact that I live in Constantine and there literally aren't any people my age that I have anything in common with... but I think the real problem is me and it won't matter where I live.
Christmas was decent. Its been nice to be home and not have to think much about school. I also enjoy spending time with Elizabeth. Yesterday I went with my family to the Grand Rapids Museum... hadn't been there in a while and I read in the paper about The Supremes exhibit that is there now. It was pretty interesting.
I hope you all had a great Christmas. :)
The .5 option is Betsy's party.. but I haven't RSVPed and I am the oldest person on the facebook guest list... Of course there would be people that I want to see, but sadly I feel as if I am growing out of the college parties. Or maybe I'm afraid of finding out that I am no longer fun. And my sister is going and that is still wierd to me.
The option is going to Dave and Abby's. Checked the guest list today.. looks like a party made up of mostly married or serious couples. Again, people that I enjoy seeing... I don't know...
And lastly, I stay here in Zeeland and ring in the new year with my parents and my dog and possibly my grandma...
What I really want to do is skip over this celebration and not have to deal with it. I guess I am not in a festive mood as of late. I think my lack of social life is starting to get to me... its almost like I'm accepting that this is how my life is going to be... no friends my age, no dates, no going out on the weekends... I don't want it to be like that. But, I feel like I can't change it. I can blame the fact that I live in Constantine and there literally aren't any people my age that I have anything in common with... but I think the real problem is me and it won't matter where I live.
Christmas was decent. Its been nice to be home and not have to think much about school. I also enjoy spending time with Elizabeth. Yesterday I went with my family to the Grand Rapids Museum... hadn't been there in a while and I read in the paper about The Supremes exhibit that is there now. It was pretty interesting.
I hope you all had a great Christmas. :)