im so fucking sad and fed up with greedy junkie bastards.
a friends of mine was murdered the day before yesterday
over a stupid fucking drug deal.
people these days arent scared of
anything and everyone is so numb to death.
everyone is greedy and hungry for money and they
let it control them.
i feel so fucking bad for his mom. he was her only child.
And he was actually a really nice guy, he was just being like
any other teenager who is still finding himself and just
happened to get caught up in the wrong part of life.
i feel bad that i felt that i had to dislike him because he
and guiles fought over something so stupid, and that
he broke up with my friend. i take every negative thing back
that i may have said.
my poor friend feels like she put this on him, like she sent
so much negative energy his way, that she caused this to happen.
like it was karma, for breaking up with her.
i hate what this world has come to, i hate that we live in such a cold
cruel world where money and politics rule everything.
i hate it. i hate everything so much right now.
how can someone not be scared of stabbing someone.
how can someone kill someone and not feel any guilt.
how can someone take his own life because he doesnt want to deal with any
real guilt and pain for doing something so selfish?
its such a fucking cop-out.
it makes me so sad.
so angry.
and just so fed up.
its also sad that we live in a world where people feel the need
to commit suicide, over drugs, girls, pressure, looks, and just
all around self-esteem issues.
I AM SO FED UP.
I GO EVERYDAY TRYING TO MAKE SURE I HURT NO ONE.
TRYING TO MAKE SURE THAT I HELP OUT AS MUCH AS I CAN.
BUT ITS SO HARD TO DO THAT WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS
DOING THE OPPOSITE. WHEN EVERYONE IS SO DAM GREEDY
AND SELFISH.
REST IN PEACE
JESSE D. KYLE