It's true, I'm actually going to update...

Feb 09, 2006 14:08

You know I love you all, right? Well then, at least you may understand why I'm not updating as frequently as others. My life has gotten busy..very busy..and I'm not necessarily trying to stay afloat..just trying to make sure I keep up with the current.

To sum it up, I have no off days at all. I go to school M,W,Th.,and Fri. Between that, I work Tues., Sat., and Sun. Needless to say, I squeeze things in when I can..which normally isn't at very convienent times of the day.

School is going wonderfully..I've pasted the mark where I had stopped last semester..and it feels so awesome to actually be able to keep going. Classes are challenging..but at the same time, I feel I have a grasp on things so much better and am doing a great job! I had a 3D AutoCAD project due today, an armoire, and he told me that it was very interested, different, and something he'd put in his home..that made me smile. I have a history midterm on Monday, which I should ace..unless my writing and comprehension skills somehow leave me by then. Next Friday I have a project due..hopefully I can pull it all together and finish it..for some reason, I'm behind on that and not sure why..but it won't be too hard to finish, I don't think. Then drafting is just drawing the details that are due every week and making sure that they are done correctly. All in all school is going really well...

Work is going alright too, I suppose. We have another new supervisor (I'm starting to think that this position is cursed or something). His name is Nate..and so far seems pretty good..for one exception that I'm still having a hard time getting over..he's only 18. I know I know, it is possible for 18 year olds to have a maturity level that sets them apart from the rest..and I am aware this is not the first time, nor the last time an 18 year old will hold a job position like this. It's just that...this is the first time I've ever worked for an 18 year old..and sometimes I have to catch myself from opening my mouth and saying something really stupid. Overall though, he seems to have a good head on his shoulders..and doesn't seem to be making too many drastic changes..so we'll just see how it goes...

V-day is next week..one of those days you either love or hate. I'm undecided right now..if I don't have anything to do..then I'll probably hate it..but hopefully mr. "maybe" will actually try and fit me into his oh so very busy schedule. Another one of those things that I'm not going to hold my breathe on..but just play my cards as they're dealt to me.

Mom's been having a hard time these past couple days. Some friends of hers from Miller (where she used to live) are in at the hotel for a funeral. These friends had no clue about Aunt Micki passing away..so mom has been talking with them about it. This has caused her to have several emotional breakdowns and crying fits. She told my dad and I this morning "The past two nights, I've had a dream about my sister..she's lying in a hospital bed..she has something wrong with her lungs, and we (her brothers and father) keep taking turns sitting with her..but she's unconcious..she never wakes up." To hear my mom talk this way..it kills me, absolutely kills me..it just makes my heart hurt so much. You think that it gets easier as time goes on and then stuff like this pops up..and it's just so hard. It's a good thing that my sister, dad and myself are here for her..I just hate seeing her unhappy and upset.

Wow, got a little emotional there and think it's time to lay down for a bit. I seem to have caught a little cold and am not feeling the greatest..so, I'll update soon..
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