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Why is it that every heart string I have has been pulled...then stretched and twisted into knots?
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In other news:
My boss was demoted today...and replaced by the super bitch that was out district manager who was also demoted. Cindy (the soon to be ex district manager and out store manager) waltzed into the store (before i got there mind you) and told Gail (current manager) that she was being demoted and she was taking over and it started on monday. Apparently there were words exchanged and by the time i got there at three cindy had just left and Gail was outside crying. What happened to Gail was defiantly fucked up and kind of jarring to the rest of us. Talk about no job security. Later i walked in the office and grabbed a sip of my drink and gail was sitting there and i felt bad for her so i gave her a warm smile which was receivedwith a glare and dirty looks for the rest of the day. Put me in kind of a "fuck you too" kind of mood. I forgot she doenst like people who smile...*cough* bitch! *cough*. Oh well, was a fake smile anyways. I only hope jenifer doesnt quit because then things will be unbearable. I'm not really trying to bitch about work I'm just scared of whats going to change. I have been takeing advantage of Gails lack of night shifts and i run errands for the other managers all the time and never clock out and take like one break a week if that. If Cindy finds out and has a problem wiht those things my ass is on the line. She also now controls the scheduling and may try and force me to work during the week...which means i will be forced to quit. Therefore i will have no money, which leads to no car, ergo no life. *Fear*
Warped tour is coming! David is coming home Thursday (with a girl *gasp) to go to Warped tour. Its going to be so much fun! I'm getting excited just thinking about going. Hopefully this year i will be able to remember more of it and not have the fuzzyness and black out moments that cloud memories of last years event. I can only hope David wont try and baby sit me. Mom didnt see my when i got home last year she was out somehwere or Else she would be alot more worried than she is. i came home smelling bad enough to kill an army because i was covered in dirt, mud, sweet and who knows what Else. My hair was so tangled and shit that i had to cut out the hair thing i was wearing. I put the shirt i had made for it into a big zip lock bag with everything i collected that day as well and sealed it because the stench is over whelming but i got guys from the starting line to sign the shirt so it must be immortalized in ziplockness. This year i hope to come home sans concussion but still as exhausted and thrashed from the pits. I dont know how David or mom is going to take that. Oh well, guess ill find out when it happens. God i cant wait to be in a pit agian its going to feel so fucking good. Heh, works going to suck on monday. It will be nice to have david home for a bit.
Daivd is comeing home tomorrow but spikes is also leaving. He going to be having fun though so things are still good. Hes going to be at odocon (sp?) its an anime convention for those who dont know (like me until i met him).
things are changing...im still confused...it feels as if i may always be. at least i think personally im changing for the better.
all for now (not like anyone ready this thing anyways, especially the long posts)
-Rach
Why is it that every heart string I have has been pulled...then stretched and twisted into knots?
...................................................................................
In other news:
My boss was demoted today...and replaced by the super bitch that was out district manager who was also demoted. Cindy (the soon to be ex district manager and out store manager) waltzed into the store (before i got there mind you) and told Gail (current manager) that she was being demoted and she was taking over and it started on monday. Apparently there were words exchanged and by the time i got there at three cindy had just left and Gail was outside crying. What happened to Gail was defiantly fucked up and kind of jarring to the rest of us. Talk about no job security. Later i walked in the office and grabbed a sip of my drink and gail was sitting there and i felt bad for her so i gave her a warm smile which was receivedwith a glare and dirty looks for the rest of the day. Put me in kind of a "fuck you too" kind of mood. I forgot she doenst like people who smile...*cough* bitch! *cough*. Oh well, was a fake smile anyways. I only hope jenifer doesnt quit because then things will be unbearable. I'm not really trying to bitch about work I'm just scared of whats going to change. I have been takeing advantage of Gails lack of night shifts and i run errands for the other managers all the time and never clock out and take like one break a week if that. If Cindy finds out and has a problem wiht those things my ass is on the line. She also now controls the scheduling and may try and force me to work during the week...which means i will be forced to quit. Therefore i will have no money, which leads to no car, ergo no life. *Fear*
Warped tour is coming! David is coming home Thursday (with a girl *gasp) to go to Warped tour. Its going to be so much fun! I'm getting excited just thinking about going. Hopefully this year i will be able to remember more of it and not have the fuzzyness and black out moments that cloud memories of last years event. I can only hope David wont try and baby sit me. Mom didnt see my when i got home last year she was out somehwere or Else she would be alot more worried than she is. i came home smelling bad enough to kill an army because i was covered in dirt, mud, sweet and who knows what Else. My hair was so tangled and shit that i had to cut out the hair thing i was wearing. I put the shirt i had made for it into a big zip lock bag with everything i collected that day as well and sealed it because the stench is over whelming but i got guys from the starting line to sign the shirt so it must be immortalized in ziplockness. This year i hope to come home sans concussion but still as exhausted and thrashed from the pits. I dont know how David or mom is going to take that. Oh well, guess ill find out when it happens. God i cant wait to be in a pit agian its going to feel so fucking good. Heh, works going to suck on monday. It will be nice to have david home for a bit.
Daivd is comeing home tomorrow but spikes is also leaving. He going to be having fun though so things are still good. Hes going to be at odocon (sp?) its an anime convention for those who dont know (like me until i met him).
things are changing...im still confused...it feels as if i may always be. at least i think personally im changing for the better.
all for now (not like anyone ready this thing anyways, especially the long posts)
-Rach