heres hoping
Hoping that I can make a coherent journal post. Latly...well always it seems that I know exactly what I want to say but some how it all mixes together and becomes some horrible ADD post that doesnt make much sense to anyone. I think I have failed already...I basicly started with a tangent. Fuck...
I hate not being able to sort my brain out at all. These past few days have been bearable but last night started to push me over the edge. I was up till 4:30 just thinking. I was really glad when Rick called and broke my train of though. Sometimes I get annoyed when people break into my day dreams but this time it was a welcome interruption. I really needed someone to kind of knock me back into reality for a little bit.
Well I seem to have lost the will to post any longer...it was worth a try.
I hate not being able to sort my brain out at all. These past few days have been bearable but last night started to push me over the edge. I was up till 4:30 just thinking. I was really glad when Rick called and broke my train of though. Sometimes I get annoyed when people break into my day dreams but this time it was a welcome interruption. I really needed someone to kind of knock me back into reality for a little bit.
Well I seem to have lost the will to post any longer...it was worth a try.