It's all over

[rach10]

So Matt and I are completely over, duh, totally makes sense with all that went down, but still, it is really hard when you can actually see your future with someone else and totally trust them, and then wham, it is all thrown topsy turvy and you don't know what to think or how to feel. I did finally get to talk to him last night, I called, and it

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well then.

[trukshelly]

I am sorry to hear about the craptastic man you had to deal with. That was just far too much drama! You should look into "He's Just Not That Into You". If is GREAT!! I can let you borrow it of you would like. I also want to thank you for your sweet words when the Grammy was sick. She is home now and doing much better! How is your mom doing?

Re: well then.

[rach10]

Thanks. I actually have that book and kept telling him that his behavior was proving to me that he wasn't that into me, ha ha! Oprah just had that guy on her show again and they did some more talking to women and all, I taped it because it is so obvious but I think as women sometimes we just want to believe the best in those we care about, but really we just need to listen to our heads sometimes and not our hearts. No problem about your Grammy, I am so glad to hear she is doing better, I know how hard stuff like that is to get through and how it feels inside and all. My mom is doing much better thanks, in fact she is working in the yard right now, she loves that! I hope she'll start to get out more often but she is still so self conscious so we shall see, thanks!

wow I see what you mean...

[derek]

well again hopefully you are done with it and don't offer the if you change I will give you another chance that soo many people fall into. Yea religion is funny that way...always has a way of making sense...try buddhism...you are probably laughing now but really fidning the path to enlightenment..I am not sure if you remember or not but I am Taoist and it work for me. That's the great thing about eastern philosophies...we don't really have any gods to help us through life...we just look at situations and how they can help us. Just a thought

Re: wow I see what you mean...

[rach10]

Thanks, yeah I hope I am done too, it is really hard when you are so shocked like this and want to believe someone will change, but I told him I have no trust built for him so I don't know how that would ever work. You know I did actually somewhat give him a chance but he was dumb about it so I left and told him to never speak to me again because I don't want him in my life. I guess I am still kinda astounded by it all. No, I didn't know you were a Taoist, that sounds really interesting, can you give me more info about it because I'd like to explore everything you know? Glad to hear about school going so well, I just found out I need to give a 20min presentation sometime soon, lovely, not too bad though. Are you glad to be coming back to Tracy? Ha ha, thanks about me waking up on time, I am so not a morning person it is pathetic! I might be so excited though that I just pop out of bed, I hope so!