Ugh!
So Eryn can be so immature and dumb about things. I think I wrote about how she is having me help her with her softball team. Well, I don't want to do it, she just kinda told me I am doing it (yes, I have no spine). Well I thought it would only be one day so I said, fine, whatever, though I was a bit pissed when she told me that if I have time to watch a movie I have time to coach her team. Ok, A. I want to watch a movie and don't want to coach your team that you always complain about..B. When you signed up to coach this team you knew you had school Tues nights so you should have thought about that before...and C. Don't tell me to do something, ask me. Ok, so I went to get my fingerprints today because Eryn called me Thurs morning and told me to go straight there after the gym, before going to school (Ok, I have no time for that as I schedule my time like down to the sec so I can get the most sleep and all and am always running behind). Then she got mad at me because I didn't go after school because I went to see my sister at the presser instead. Yeah, she was mad that I did that instead of getting my fingerprints, so I said, "oh sorry, seeing my sister seemed and getting a taste of a possible career was a bit more tempting than getting fingerprints". Ugh. So then I went to meet her team the other day and she made me stand there for like 25 min without acknowledging me and then at the end of the practice kinda introduced me as her "best friend" (only does this when she wants something) who will be helping out on TuesdayS...what!?! Plural!?! I only agreed to one day! Ugh, so I am annoyed but whatever, I know if I don't do this she will be pissed at me forever so I went and got my prints today, after she called me 4 times (yes 4!) this morning to remind me. Well, I talked to her a few hours ago and told her I wasn't feeling good (I really am not, my chest really hurts when I cough, like I am being stabbed or something, and it is kinda hard to breathe), and may not be able to go tomorrow. As I knew, she got pissed and said, "Fine, don't come". I said, ok, sorry, I am just hurting a lot. So then she cuts me off and says bye and hangs up. Nice, so I call Jaime and she lets me bitch to her about it (thanks Jaime!). Well, while I am talking to Jaime I get a text message from Eryn saying.."Sees like u r always sick but always seem to be ok to go to the gym. Or bust ur balls to see or help Jamie!"..Yes, Jaime, she spelled your name wrong, sorry. Ok, again here, I am always sick? I can't help it if my little lungs may be weak around this time of year, I do have asthma and all. Also, I want to go to the gym, it is relaxing and nice for me, and I love hanging out with Jaime and don't get to that often! Again, making it seem like I do nothing for her and am selfish (she has called me this a lot). Ugh, she is so jealouos of Jaime too, it is ridiculous! Every time she does that it pushes me further from her and just makes me want to move back to Sac and with Jaime all the more. So, I tried to call her and of course she was immature and didn't answer the phone. I am gonna try really hard not to give in to her but I am a pansy and hate conflict. I just need to get through her wedding and I am so out of here! Who knows if she will even want me in her wedding anymore, ugh she pisses me off so bad! At least I am calmer now though. I talked to Brandon about it too and he is good at calming me down too. Still no clue about that boy. We talked about the fact that he hasn't tried to kiss me yet though and he says he just can't imagine me kissing anyone..hmm..ok. He says he wants to do though, gosh I don't know. I am just gonna go with the flow and if someone else pops up that will be cool too. Anyways, this weekend was busy! Mom's b-day was yesterday and we had some people over, our friends the McKinseys, so nice, I love them! Then Eryn and Aaron, though I ignored her for my other friend Hilary and I think that pissed her off. Then Jaime and Stella. I think Mom loved seeing everyone, I know she must get lonely and loves her friends. So yeah I made lasagna and 3 layer German Chocolate Cake so I was in the kitchen pretty much all day. Tony helped so I was really happy about that. Pat didn't so a single thing to help because we cleaned too and that irked me. Mom told him we are no longer going to clean for his family when they come over so we shall see how that is. So rude of him though, he cleans for his family but not for my Mom and her friends on her b-day, ugh. Mom had a good day though and that made me happy. Thanks to all who came! Oh yeah Jaime and I took our dogs, Tybee and Shades, walking together today. It was really nice except for the fact that Shades relieved herself 6 times! Crazy dog! Tybee was really well behaved though. Ok, better get to bed, getting up at 7 tomorrow for the gym...shh don't tell Eryn I am going! Love/relationship thought of the day, being open and honest is soo important!