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I've never wanted Dommy so baddly in my life as I do right now. Damn it, I miss her so much. Nobody seems to understand why I feel this way but me. If I thought there was even a fragment of hope for getting Joker back, I'd be all over that too, but there isn't. He's gone for good. Trying to find him would be a wild goose chase. Dommy. At least I know the people she was last with. Knew. I knew them. I can't find them to save my soul now. Dommy needs to come home to me. I want to at least know that she's safe. How can I just forget about her like she never even existed. She helped me through one of the worst times in my short life. How can I just leave her without saying thank you? The problem is, that's exactly what I did. I have to make it up to her. I owe it to her to at least make sure she's alright. I lost her somewhere in all the chaos. Well, now the chaos is over. I need to find her again. I will never get back Hope or Mika. Not in this world. Not anywhere. Dommy may very well be out there somewhere. She's the only one I can ever see again. I can't pass up on the opportunity. She was my one light in a world surrounded by darkness. She helped my more than she'll ever know. There's must be some way I can express my gratitude towards her. I can start by finding her. Somehow, I'll find Dommy. I want to say that I'll find her to tell her how much she means to me, but that would sound stupid. What I will say is that I want to find her to make sure she's alright. She made sure I was alright for years. Now all I can do is return the favor.