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Lessons are meant to be learnt and I've had enough tongue lashings undeserved. Maybe I did, but it won't be now. It's better to have a bad plaster on me now rather than tripping into yet another fall. Goodwills are never meant to be taken into account because as the word imply, you're doing it out-of-your-own-good-will and it's also a "You Deserved It" described in a pun. For me, I got it in a way more sarcastic manner than anyone would've ever thought of. As mentioned to me before, "Don't make a promise to someone if you're unsure of fulfilling it." And so.. I jumped, yet again. Truth is, I kept letting myself fall cause I just can't walk away from it. I chose to look over my shoulders and into the pit to see if there's anyone left behind but it seems like everyone's taking this opportunity to go on ahead or climb out with the "I didn't ask you to bother" look.