I realize that I can do without using computer and without contacting anyone for a day and without hanging out and breathing the out-mosphere and basking in the sun by staying at home the whole day (even though I may end up being too cooped up with various emotions springing every now and then). I am also one who doesn't read, nor listen and get myself up to date with the latest hypes and such. I am a no-lifer. Sigh, yes, I know. But today, I realize that I am missing out on just too much daily needs and routines that everyone who's at home will do; read blogs, fb, Twitter, watch online movies and stream videos on YouTube, etc. I can count the number of times I'm sitting right infront of the computer, and it's less than 10 I think? Okay, maybe 20. But definitely like once a week kinda thing. I am still wondering what my interests in life is/are. But I doubt I'll "upgrade" myself in the networking realm because... My computer always, always fail on me no matter how many times I've reformatted it. So I guess I'll just enjoy the moment right now before it ends for the night!
"Watching television, it's a wonderful life" sums it all up perfectly.
I think I like it when my grandma doesn't call me at random moments to talk yet I like it when she talks to me And I know that I should just listen and listen and not get anything in the way sigh I am.... :'( Yet she always has this smile on her face. I am still trying, but saying these won't suffice.