Feb 12, 2006 14:30
did u ever feel like you SHOULD be happy for someone. but ur not, and it makes u feel guilty? thats how i feel. a good friend of mine just got out of a long term relationship and was real upset about it just recently she found a guy who treats her right, and to me seems like a great guy. sounds awesome right?! not really... since she has been with this guy i felt like i have been pushed to the side, like nahh i wanna hang out with *****, amanda can stay home alone.hey amanda lets hang out [an hour later] oh i am going to go out with *****, that means we need to take you home amanda. i know she doesnt mean to do it. but i dont feel like we're close at all anymore. i used to think that i new everything about her give or take and likewise, and now i feel like all i hear about is ***** if u think this is about you, it probably is. it just pisses me off that she would rather be with him making out and whatnot then be with me cracking up about stupid shit. sorry if i hurt anyones feelings i just want advice.