soooooooooo much!!!!!! and not enough.....all the time to sleep when ur dead!!!!!!
i dont even know where to start, what to say!!! again im on for soo long it didnt even bug me that i didnt update it still doesnt i just thought it would be a lil change. right now im in cincinnati, ohio at my friends andrews listening to rilo kiley just chilling not getting enough sleep, skating horribly and upsetting myself. At the moment i am beyond sore which sux i have only a few days left and at the same time of having an okay time it also has been sucking, but i guess it only sux as much as i think it sux. SKitching a car at almost 50 miles per hour was pretty fun!!! that mad\e me really happy. schools out thats cool i guess now theres college and the real world hahaha scary huh! i met really cool people here, enjoyed hanging with them and will enjoy the next few days i have to hang with them. I dont know how i feel. No girlfriend now for like 2 months - i miss being around her and not really being friends anymore, but maybe its better that way, at least i wont let anyone down except myself and i can get over that i think... Too involved with skating maybe, could agree i dont know!!! As many people say i am a wierd kid if jack reads this which i doubt he will then he would totally agree!!! Yeas i am wierd and thats just fine by me. Why is it that you hate what u love. SKATEBOARDING----->leads to the greatest feeling in the world, but to way more than just that anyone who skates and feels that its a big part in thier life knows the feeling, which is really hard to explain. Skating takes a lot of effort, time, struggle, control, good state of mind, concentration, thier are so many things which revolve around the factor of skating. their are so many things that run through my mind and all of yours out there not just about skating but life in general what is in store for us what will it hold for each of us i guess we will find out. I do this all the time and ponder about sooo many things and cant ever come to a conclusion, but i guess as marc johnson said if you think to long about why you are on this earth then time will just pass by and you will miss out on so many things, you have to live in the present and try to work with and enjoy what life has to offer. Do what you love, i guess for me thats skating sometimes i struggle on whether it is what i love, just cause it i let it stress me out allllll the time. well i hope someone spends their time reading this if you please leave a message!!! thanx whoa i can just go on and on!!! there is soooo much more i could say but maybe ill hold off on that!!!
Aryeh Kraus..... i really dont wanna stop typing, crap why do i hate myself hahaha i needa get over it seriously.. Okay things are looking up now that i have typed all this. i just think its funny how i let so much shit build up inside me, gay! yeah imma tell myself im alright and that things will work out the way they are supposed to, life is a series of events that happen for a reason. Im out once again thanx and maybe ill have soo much more to right at another time!
Aryeh Kraus..... i really dont wanna stop typing, crap why do i hate myself hahaha i needa get over it seriously.. Okay things are looking up now that i have typed all this. i just think its funny how i let so much shit build up inside me, gay! yeah imma tell myself im alright and that things will work out the way they are supposed to, life is a series of events that happen for a reason. Im out once again thanx and maybe ill have soo much more to right at another time!