May 08, 2003 20:37
It's growing ever closer to the full moon. I am glad Severus has a supply of medicine for me. I just wish I could stave off the moods that come with it.
I fear I have broken both Harry and Draco's trust completely. All by an offhand remark made in jest. I would never truly require any students to write an essay on the feelings and make those essays public. They must come to terms with themselves on their own. Yes, I've tried to give them time together, but I would never be so prying as to...
Ah me. I did think Minerva and Severus knew I said that in jest. I'm of half a mind to tender my resignation over this. I should never have said something of the sort, even in jest. What was I thinking?
My only hope is that Harry and Draco will find it within themselves to forgive an old fool for speaking without thinking. I truly meant neither boy any harm.
Padfoot my friend, I need you tonight. Where are you?