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blah life is so fucked up sometimes. my grandma's husband is dying right now, and i feel horrible because she said to my dad "i dont want to do this again". she doesnt want to witness him dying and going down the drain like she had to do with my grandpa, we are all so worried. and my aunt isnt getting better, the doctors said she isnt healing right and there is fluid building up in her brain, its been almost 2 weeks since she has had her removal operation and now they are going back in to put a drain into her head. my dad just told me its not even that they are worried about they hope it doesnt spread anywhere else in the body, i think about her everyday, i think about how great of a person she is and how much i love her, how upset i am seeing her in this condition and how much i would give just to make her better. my moms sisters are all so close and i dont know what they would do if one passed away. my aunt pat is flying up from Florida wednesday or thursday to see her. i cant wait to see my aunt pat, she is also such a great person, over the summer in maryland we got so close and she is such a fun person. i cant deal with this depressing news in my life, i just want everyone to be okay and everything to just disappear like it never even came up. i love my family and friends so much and having this in my life makes me think about how much i love them everyday. please i hope this turns out okay please please please please